Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
hello world.
i'm typing this with my eyes half-closed...urgh feeling super drowsy now but i so don't want to sleep at this hour. gonna watch tv later. i reckon chemical equilibria notes is having the drowsy effect on me. reading the calculations is like listening to a lullaby.
hmmmm killer pt on wed made me gain 1-1.5kg!!! zomg. usually ppl lose weight after exercise, while i'm e opposite. i think i gained more muscles, since muscles are heavier than fats. in any case i'm glad that i gained weight (((((: but i don't want to have thunder thighs. i can feel it growing...arghhh. there's trng tmr i'm wondering how i'm going to run and jump when e thighs are still aching like crazy. too much lactic-acid build-up. ANAEROBIC RESPIRATION. yucks. reminds me of bio.
anw, i just remembered a nightmare i had a couple of days ago. nightmates always stick with me because they're so rare, i tend to remember them right down to the most insignificant detail. i dreamt that i was taking gp paper in a classroom, and a certain hwachong teacher was our invigilator. it's funny how i do not know her at all and she appeared in my dream. or rather, nightmare =X then the time was up and we had to hand our scripts. for some reason, e teacher did not want to let us leave e class and kept us in "captivity" for a very long time. i had difficulty breathing as the clock ticked by, as if someone was suffocating me with a pillow. i felt all hot, humid and terrible. i pleaded with e teacher to let us off but she just wouldn't. at that point in time i really thought i was going to die of asphyxia.
and then i woke up abruptly. usually i would forget the last few scenes several moments after i gain consciousness, but this time round e details were so vivid it kind of scares me. luckily it's just a harmless nightmare.
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i believe in my intuitions. i think i have this innate ability to gather inconspicuous clues and evidences to confirm my hypothesis. my guesses are almost always true. so, this time i'm betting my all on it too. i'll waste no more time because there's better stuff out there (:
what a beautiful view, if you nvr realise what is around you.
Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 9:37 PM
Way back into love (Music and Lyrics)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
grand canyon skywalk glass bridge. this is an artist's impression though. not the real thing. i would like to go there someday...it opens on march 28, which is...3 days away! i also want to go Carribean islands where the waters are so crystal clear you can see the seabed. ahhhh i just want to laze around and enjoy life. lol.
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 10:55 PM
Moon river
Moon river, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style, some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way.Two drifters, off to see the world,
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end,
Waitin' 'round the bend,
My huckleberry friend,
Moon river, and me!
i really really really want the trousellier musical box...i know ever wants it too (:
Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 10:41 PM
URGH.
blogger sucks.
either that or internet explorer sucks. maybe both.
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UPDATE SINCE 10.20 AND EVERYTIME I WANTED TO COPY AND PASTE E THING IT SCREWS UP ON ME. whyyyy )): maybe it's retribution cuz i haven't been updating in ages. hmmmm..
anyway, i'm going swimming tmr!! with me, myself and i. yay! i'm determined to swim 20 laps. serious. need to burn off some fats i've accumulated while studying at home. i take a trip to the kitchen every hour to look for food. haha.
we ATTEMPTED to watch music and lyrics at cine today, but guess what? e film went haywire and couldn't continue from where it stopped, and all of us in the theater had a complementary ticket as compensation. URGH such a spoiler. i really want to finish watching it but at the same time don't want to sit thru the first hour again. hmmm.
wow i think i have increased tolerance for stoning. our class kept stoning at the class bench after bio ppr before we set our foot out of the school. URGHHHH i seriously cannot stand stoning at all. waste of time and brainpower. i think all that we did today is just stoning and lagging (except at the theater), just that we did that at different locations. all the while we were at cine, taking the lift up and down several times, making trips to the foodcourt, blah blah. this builds up my resistance for stoning. but i still dislike wasting precious time like this. oh well. nvm, we will hardly have the chance to do it anymore..haha.
and e girls took neoprints today! basically it's just me, cheryl, ever and pauline ): the rest of them didn't join us ):
heeeheeee. we took more of course. but some not very nice. i think e guys were quite amused by us. it's erm, something like how guys are attracted to dota like we are attracted to taking neos. okay, maybe not a good analogy. i was left 0.0 the whole time when they kept talking about some funny monsters using some weird weapons to attack their opponents. sorry, not my language. haha.
i bought a very cute file from kino that has snoopy hugging a blanket on it! it says: happiness is a warm puppy. SO CUTE! ZOMG. haha. and at the back snoopy lies on a rock. it says: happiness is storing up solar energy. (: i shall buy more of such files. yay.
(:
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 10:48 PM
I FEEL REALLY LOVED TODAY! ((((((:
i think it's one of my best birthdays so far. i'm so pleasantly surprised that many people remembered my birthday! i didn't exactly expect some people to remember...but they did! which made me very happy indeed.
thank you to squadmates, classmates, zhang, kai, zhi domdomdom my room mate, some ocip people, table partners: grace and hui qing, my mortal sikai and jnrs tingkun and zhuge, and many of my old pri sch and sec sch frens!!! AHHHHHH. i feel totally blessed to have so many people celebrating for me (:
i appreciate all of ur presents, cards and birthday messages! i will keep them and always remember that i have such wonderful people as friends (:
as for the SHOCKINGLY nice present i've received from xlb, ever and pauline, i will TRY to wear it if i have the chance...haha.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 12:47 PM
i have nothing much to blog about actually...
all i can say is "I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!" haha. i wonder what issit that make most people enjoy birthdays. issit the prospect of getting a year older? well for most i'm sure they won't mind having a few years of age off their plate. some can't wait to grow up. i don't know which category i belong to. i just wish this year would pass faster. it's like the emancipation phase for me. and somehow i'm in this "all guys are jerks" mode. hopefully it would pass soon. lol. i'm currently in love with "don't know why" by Norah Jones. it's a pretty old song, released in 2002.
Don't Know Why -Norah Jones
I waited till I saw the sign,
I don't know why I didn't come.
I left you by the house of fun,
I don't know why I didn't come,
I don't know why I didn't come.
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly a way,
'stead of kneeling in the sand,
catching teardrops in my hand.
My heart is drenched in wine.
But you'll be on my mind forever.
Out across the endless sea,
I will die in ecstasy
But i'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone,
My heart is drenched in wine.
But you'll be on my mine forever.
Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
My field is empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come.
(:
Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 11:41 PM
tagged by steff.
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: xin yi
Birth date: 6th march. COMING SOON!!!
Current status: ? hungry. haha. VERY.
Eye colour: dark brown
Hair colour: dark brown nearing black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: Chinese!
Your fears: losing my loved ones, the future. LIZARDS.
Your weaknesses: hmmmm many.
Your perfect pizza: SEAFOOD!
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: where am i?
Your bedtime: depends, i'll try to make it before 12.
Your most missed memory: i have really bad memory -.-
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: depends if i know e guy well.
Adidas or Nike: i'm torn between two.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate!
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: nah.
Curse: mildly. only curse explicitly when i'm in rage.
Take a shower: every day.
Have a crush: HAD. it died.
Think you’ve been in love: perhaps
Go to school: duhh.
Want to get married: yupp.
Believe in yourself: most of the time
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: oh yes, red wine during cny.
Gone to the mall: yeapyeap.
Been on stage: ehh i don't think so.
Eaten sushi: yes!
Dyed your hair: never did
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: eeeeek.
Changed who you were to fit in: i guess so.
LAYER EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: late twenties, early thirties.
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: hazel!
Best hair colour: natural colour.
Short or long hair: short.
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: doing this thingy.
1 hour ago: doing nmr tut...URGH.
4.5 hours ago: getting ready for an afternoon nap.
1 month ago: i can't rmbr.
1 year ago: heaven knows.
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: to be around loved ones.
I feel: very bored and hungry.
I hate: it when i'm misunderstood.
I hide: my deepest emotions from everyone.
I miss: nanyang times!
I need: lots of strength.
