Finally met up with squadmates for April babies' birthday celebration ytd. Yay, i saw my dearest ZLKP after soo many days! This canoeist of a gungho girl became so chaoda alrd! hahax. okay lah, girl you have great abs okay?! i poked her abs and man they're really solid. okay, this doesn't sound right. =X anyway, i had a fabulous time with squadmates! Such a familiar feeling. I hope in years to come, we will always meet up to celebrate birthdays and whatnot. Too bad me and huiqi gotta leave early, so we didn't get to see weiwen.
Yup. ytd had light vb trng in the morning from 8-11. Did serving, played game, and more serving. AHHHH. i think my serving sucks lahh. No power at all! Can't even serve over the net with my overhand serve. I used to be able to hit it over okay!! But ytd my serving totally sucked. So i used underhand instead. Yucks, i need to train my service. Oh, but i think i can receive ball better now! yay! i finally activated the motorsensory part in my brain to move my legs to get the ball. It has got nothing to do with the hands, it's the legs. If you don't do the legwork and shift accordingly, no matter how solid your passing it, you will never hit the ball. Still, i missed some of the balls which obviously can be received if i wasn't stuck onto the ground, perfectly motionless.
Then, after trng ended i went to steff's house to chill out b4 going to town. Oh, i met mannying at the hc busstop! she was gng to sch for taekwando's bonding session. haha. wei li and zuojin were alrdy at steff's house, after their tough rug trng. Was famished after the trng, so when steff's grandma handed me the plate of apple pies i could hardly control my appetite! i think i ate like 5 out of 10 of the apple pies lahh. what a greedy pig. OINK! it was yummilicious! thank you steff! and your grandma! hahax. waited for zuojin and steff to bathe and change b4 we finally left the house. Then, steff's parents came back! hahax. They offered to chauffeur us to town!
Reached PS, ate and shopped for april babies' presents. Wei li disappeared and appeared with her Sly so many times lahh. haha. no lah, we ain't complaining, at least you nv pangseh us like someone did. hahax. Jac you still owe me a treat okay!! Pangseh us again you diee. hahax. just kidding!
Initially we wanted to go turf city for steamboat, but decided it's not exactly a stone's throw from PS, plus it wasn't convenient for other sqms to join us from their locations, so we ate at swensons instead! Shared chicken baked rice, fries and banana split with hui qi. Lalala. Sang a super duper soft "happy birthday" song to e april babies, cuz we don't want to risk embarrassment in a swensons restaurant. hahax.
Left the place with huiqi and went home! Ahhh. After a day of training, tedious shopping and talking, i felt quite drained out and slept at 9plus! I always slack my saturdays off. Hahax. Nvm, i still have Labour day to catch up on my work. Just slack first. hahax.
Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 10:39 PM
Eeek. i can't stand my mood swings. GO AWAY PLEASE.
ate venezia icecream juz now with kaysiong, ever, mitch and wilson. yay, the icecream made me feel a little better. durian+darkchoc+rum&raisin=yumm! hahax. I can't believe i play bridge/daidee for 3 straight hours today. How productive.
Gahh. i will update more abt the week next time i blog. (:
if only i can tell you how i feel..
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 6:43 PM
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you and add 5 people who you want to do this at the bottom.
I miss somebody right now. I don't watch much TV these days. I love olives. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I've watched porn movies. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe that honesty is the best policy. I curse sometimes. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. I hate the rain. I'm paranoid at times. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have fresh breath in the morning. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way that I look. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. I know how to cornrow. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I think prostitution should be legalized. I think Britney Spears is pretty. Slept with a suitemate. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I LOVE TO SHOP! Enjoy window shopping. Would rather shop than eat. I would classify myself as ghetto. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. I'm obsessed with my blog. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in (a) God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I like someone. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. I enjoy some country music. I would die for my best friends. I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I watch soap operas whenever I can. I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (yea. i love him even though he's a peodophile) I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friend's ex. I like surveys. I am happy at this moment. I'm obsessed with guys. Democrat.Conservative Republican. I am punk rockish. I am preppy. I go for older guys/girls, not younger. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. I believe in prophetic dreams. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient on a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went to college out of state. I am adopted. I like sausage. I am a pyro. I love the Red Sox. I have thrown up from crying too much. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. I love kisses.I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colors. I love Dear Abby. I can't live without black eyeliner. I think school is awesome. I think pigtails serve a purpose. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I don't like multi-textured ice cream. I think John Cusack is adorable. I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. I watch Food Network way too much. I love coaching youth sports. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie!! I know who Santas L. Helper is. I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed. I love wrestling. I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. I'm an aritst. I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made. I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession. I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid. I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products. I only clean my room when neccesary. I have pointy-ended ears. I have underwear every colour of the rainbow. I LOVE korean dramas. I colour-code my wardrobe. I own more than 20 pairs of shoes. I cry silently and get over things easily and quickly. I love blasting linkin park at mum whenever she nags. I love listening to jay chou music. I love watching cartoons. I love lame jokes. I wish I was a tragic hero. I hate one of my best friends but s/he has no idea.
Everyone from 71 who owns a blog should do this!
Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 10:56 PM
Finally the avalanche of unpassable tests has cleared and we're now breathing fresh air!! Because of these 3 tests, i've accumulated enough eye circles to last me for the whole year. hahax. okay, even if i sleep the full 8 hrs i'll still have those icky eye circles/bags so i should juzz sleep late. ahhhhhh. i hate my eye circles!!! btw, i think my eyelids are amazing. They can transform from multiple ones to juz inner double ones, and then back again! It started with my left eyelid going cuckoo and changed to inner double, so i was trying to make it go back to multiple. After some tries i managed to make it go back!! hahax. then on wednesday, my right eyelid also went cuckoo and changed to inner double! Why can't both eyes juzz coordinate and change at the same time then i dun need to care so much. I think i've been too exhausted this week and kept rubbing my eyes, so maybe the eyelids playing tricks on me. Okay, that's quite a lot to crap about eyelids. hahax.
Anyway, the tests were killers lah. We're mutilated beyond recognition. I hope we don't get back the tests in the same week, i can't take such severe blows thrice in a row. Okay, maybe econs isn't that bad, but bio and math are juzz too out-of-the-world. Why is the school so bent on making us fail almost all of our tests? What good does it do man..only makes our morale and confidence go down.
Oh, my ankle's making a super speedy recovery! It felt so much better yesterday, after i plastered e salon pas thingy. I can walk without limping now! it feels so great to walk properly with proper strides! Hope it will heal fully by monday, which is e day of our next match.We won MJC 2-0 on tues! hahax. Of course, i didn't get to play on the court. Just started learning this year, compared to teammates who have played the sport all their lives i'm considered a noob. Well, i have much much much more to improve! I promise i will work hard towards my dream, i will not let myself down! (: i'm loving volleyball more and more. i love the feel of spiking the ball, hearing the resonant sound echo in my ears gives me an euphoric feeling. Hearing the solid thud when i dig the ball gives me satisfaction. Seeing the ball fly towards the opponents' side when i serve gives me joy. I shall not give up hope and practise after the season!
Oh, we completed our 5 stations for napfa on tuesday. ahhhhh. i have one conclusion: it's either nanyang pe teachers are super stringent or hc facilities have some special powers to make you improve. hahax. i finally got my A for IPU! it has been my nemesis since primary school lorh, i always have to struggle to pull thru B or C. S'more this year i just stop at 20, maybe i could have done more if i continued..but nvm, i'm vv satisfied alrd! My SBJ even more amazing! i actually pulled off a whooping 224cm! never in my practices have i ever reached more than 210cm lahhh. it was so tyco..hahax. Yeah, so all in all, the girls did extremely well, especially in SBJ and IPU! so proud of 71 girls!!! we rawks!! girl power! hehs. 2.4 should be on mon. i'm gonna pon it. hahax. i shall not jeopardise myself by running and subjecting my ankle to re-injury. Wahh, if my 2.4 timing also improve then it would be damn zai. hahax.
Today we bought portugese egg tart at crystal jade bakery and our beloved bottles at taka! My twin, siva, mitchell, zeqi and me went to town after school, to get something. hahax. My twin and i bought e pretty bottles and are going to start fillling them with bright red saga seeds! each saga seed carries a special meaning, and by putting them into the bottles it signifies the closure of it. We're gonna give each other a BIG treat by the end the bottles are filled (:
Alright, gonna hit the sack soon..tata!
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 6:43 PM
Today is one of those unlucky days in my life. I thought i had that chance, but guess what. I blew it off. Totally. Nothing seems to work for me today, eh? Perhaps i'm reading too much into things; i seriously have no idea. I feel so wronged. Maybe wronged's not the right word. I feel...misunderstood. Misinterpreted. Issit my actions and facial expressions that gave you the wrong idea? Issit my overenthusiasm that made you misunderstood? I want to clarify, but it seems like there's nothing to clarify at all. You probably didn't even thought of that..Oh, heck it. Whatever, i don't want to care anymore.
hmmmmmm. picked saga seeds with twin after CT period. Actually the spot under the tree was condoned off for some construction purposes but we just went in to pick e seeds. hahax. Twin, we should go buy the bottle on saturday! See how many saga seeds we can pick by the end of our JC life..hahax.
One more incident to justify today's unlucky streak. I SPRAINED MY ANKLE DURING TRNG!!!!!!!!!! Wah, i was so darn gekked with myself for wearing the running shoes instead of court shoes. WHAT THE! And prior to that, i fell down during drills and scraped my right knee plus butt. Good thing it isn't a serious injury, if not i'm gonna scream and hurl abuses at myself. Reminder: I must wear court shoes to every trng!
I hope you didn't get the wrong idea...
Monday, April 17, 2006 @ 9:09 PM
JANUARY BABY pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH BABY Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
APRIL BABY Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hott but has brains.
MAY BABY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
JUNE BABY You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
JULY BABY Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST BABY outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
SEPTEMBER BABY Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
OCTOBER BABY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
NOVEMBER BABY Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
DECEMBER BABY This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
hehs. koped this from steff, who koped it from her friend, who found it on New Paper. see if it applies to you!!
Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 7:21 PM
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerousPeople will stop and watch you when you appearEven though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing
Ahaha. Random violence!! my classmates can testify for that! actually i also not that violent lorh, donno why they keep saying i'm violent. hurmph.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 2:33 PM
Heyhey! Now that i've revived my blog, i shall try to maintain it for as long as my laziness permits..hahax. I went back to my archive and realised that i wasn't very consistently in blogging. Maybe I should make it a habit to blog once every two days, cuz i have a serious case of STM, if i need to recall something can rely on my blog to remind me.
I'm going to finish the column of cheese rice crackers in front of me! It's so tempting can! Eating really keep your worries away =D I shall save the other columns of crackers for MUGGING later. Yesterday's study session was totally inefficient cuz every 15mins i would go to the kitchen to find something to munch on, and everytime i will go back to the room feeling disappointed. Why? becuz there's no yummilicious food except for sweets, peanut butter, chocs and biscuits. Somemore the tin of Jacobs crackers left w one pathetic piece. But 15mins later, I will have this illusion that there's more food in the kitchen and i will go there again. I made at least 7 trips to the kitchen lah! So distracting. Then, mom went to the market and bought char kway teow, so i happily shared half of it with her. hahax.
Today shall be a more efficient day, cuz i have my cheese crackers and coffee on my desk to keep me going. Had training in the morning from 8-11, i wished i could jie qiu better. The ball hit my lips thrice, causing the upper lip to swell quite a bit. Now the underside of my lip has this orceh, except that it isn't blue-black but red instead. Oh wells. But it felt rly good wearing the kneepads and long socks. Somehow, i felt faster and steadier. Perhaps it's e protection it gives that boost my confidence. Still, i need to work on digging, setting and my reaction time to the ball. it seems like elephant glue is stuck on my feet and i just can't move to get the ball. BAHHH. i must improve! Guys' team 1st match on mon and ours on tues. Let's jiayou (:
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 2:27 AM
After months of contemplating, I finally decide to revive my blog on this day! This shall mark yet another chapter in my life. I'm determined to put the past behind me, hence the change in e blog template! The previous one was too depressing for this new me, the more i look at it the more melancholic i got.
Can you believe this perpetually sleepy gal is actually staying up until 2.30am in the wee hours to set up her once-dead blog..hahax. okay, nothing much to say now, so i shall blog more another day. Tata!
Mademoiselle
xinyi/xingyun
hwachong/nanyang/huamin
6th march 89
pisces
vb/npcc
music is my LIFE
