Tuesday, August 16, 2005 @ 6:55 PM
hmmms. These few days I have been thinking alot. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking, and sometimes I really wonder if I have been reading into things too much. I don't know why some people take things in their stride so effortlessly, and just let unhappiness go by them without getting too preoccupied or upset. I really wish I can be like that. Well, it's not like I'm always very uptight about many things, it's just some of the things that happened that affect me. Urgh, I'm like an alternating current (jasline's comparison). Switching from cheerful to contemplative all in a few minutes.
I keep fa dai-ing on the bus these few days...even at the Founder's Day Dinner I was fa dai-ing while the others were yakking away. HMMMs. I must get out of my dreamy mode soon. Maybe it's the pre-exams blues. URGH. and why must we have exams in Week 7??? I rather it be in Week5 or 6 and the sooner it ends the better. Oh wells.
Yikes. I realised this time round my test results are quite extreme. Chemistry and Physics are unexpectedly high, while Chinese and Biology are disappointing average. HMMMs. To think the latter are my better subjects. I really hope I can get at least 3A1s! cos i know my English is super CMI, therefore the least point I can get for that Eng+best3 is 6. Pathetic.
To every single soul taking prelims, end-of-years and o lvls; GOOD LUCK!