Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 9:35 PM
i'm so stressed!!! *pulls my hair and screams in frustration
i think i'm being unduly stressed...but why??? as mrs seah had put it, we are losing our perspective...
don't have the mood to blog anymore...tata.
Sunday, August 21, 2005 @ 8:35 AM
I love squadmates (:
squadmates will never leave one another in the lurch whenever someone needs a helping hand.
squadmates are people who will stop with you if you fall.
squadmates are violently protective over you if someone tries to bully you.
squadmates become your mouthpiece if you are too drained to talk.
squadmates know what's on your mind without asking the obvious.
in conclusion, squadmates are the most wonderful friends you can ever get in the world.
I LOVE
zuojin
siewfun
weiwen
jaclyn
li ming
liu lu
cheryl
steff
wei li
hui qi
BATCH 36 RAWKS!
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 @ 6:55 PM
hmmms. These few days I have been thinking alot. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking, and sometimes I really wonder if I have been reading into things too much. I don't know why some people take things in their stride so effortlessly, and just let unhappiness go by them without getting too preoccupied or upset. I really wish I can be like that. Well, it's not like I'm always very uptight about many things, it's just some of the things that happened that affect me. Urgh, I'm like an alternating current (jasline's comparison). Switching from cheerful to contemplative all in a few minutes.
I keep fa dai-ing on the bus these few days...even at the Founder's Day Dinner I was fa dai-ing while the others were yakking away. HMMMs. I must get out of my dreamy mode soon. Maybe it's the pre-exams blues. URGH. and why must we have exams in Week 7??? I rather it be in Week5 or 6 and the sooner it ends the better. Oh wells.
Yikes. I realised this time round my test results are quite extreme. Chemistry and Physics are unexpectedly high, while Chinese and Biology are disappointing average. HMMMs. To think the latter are my better subjects. I really hope I can get at least 3A1s! cos i know my English is super CMI, therefore the least point I can get for that Eng+best3 is 6. Pathetic.
To every single soul taking prelims, end-of-years and o lvls; GOOD LUCK!
@ 6:15 PM
You are a Lilac! Just like the lilac you happen to
be a unique person. You have your own style and
are proud of it too! And you should be. You
enjoy watching movies and having a great time
with your friends especially when you go out
dancing the night away!
Which Flower Are You?
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the flower is so pretty :D it's my second favourite colour somemore! no, actually it's my favourite colour for flowers. YEPS!
Wine
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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i'm condescending??? hmmms.
Sunday, August 14, 2005 @ 10:29 PM
*i made some changes to the quiz!! go see.
i will not change myself for the sake of others because i'm just not like that. don't judge me by my facial expressions, my outburst of AP, WHATEVER. or for that matter, my unwillingness to speak up. You don't know my personality well, so don't give your two cents worth of judgment as if you are right. I cannot stand any unjustifications about me, or anyone else.
Blogging to let off steam. I need to learn to control my temper or else I'll just explode into a gazillion pieces and that would be the end of me.
koped this from weillie's blog (hope you don't mind)==>
10 things not everyone knows about me
1- A hidden talent-able to move my ears voluntarily.
2- I have never kept long hair before.
3- I can be very emotional at times.
4- I can split.
5- I love to crack my back (: (sounds so gross. hehs)
6- My bad habit of smelling nice food.
7- I'm a bathroom singer :)
8- I'm quite a fervently crazy person if I want to.
9- I have my favourite seat on 852!
10- I can shoot a revolver and air rifle.
9 ways to win my heart
1- Being uber sweet.
2- Do things that make my heart melt.
3- Chocolates!
4- Make me feel special.
5- Being understanding.
6- Being yourself! It's the most important thing :)
7- Hugs
8- can't think of any now.
9- " "
8 things I carry/wear every day
1- Clothes
2- Undergarments.
3- 2 earrings.
4- Handphone.
5- Student Pass.
6- House key.
7- A card.
8- I wear a head on my neck; is that counted? x)
7 things that annoy me
1- People who make unjustified statements about anyone.
2- Backstabbers
3- Know-it-alls
4- Attention-grabbers
5- People with no sense of shame.
6- People who refused to move to the rear of the bus despite the congestion.
7- People who flared up at the slightest things for no reason.
6 places I've visited
1- Sentosa!
2- eh. Cheryl's new condo called The Crevice(in my dreams, that is)
3- My grandmama's house in M'sia :)
4- Indonesia
5- Langkawi! It rawks!
6- Eh. PA Shooting range? haha
-.-
5 things I want to do before I die
1- But i won't know when i'll die right? hmmmms. write the last diary entry.
2- Forgive anyone whom I have dislike/hate before, though i don't think i have anyone in mind.
3- Make loads of money and give it to my parents to spend :)
4- To embrace the wonders of the world.
5- To fulfil my wishes which I had no chance of fulfilling when I were younger.
4 things I'm afraid of
1- Succumbing to my weaknesses
2- Failure.
3- That i will lose contact with my friends.
4- Losing my sanity.
3 things I do every day
1- Listen.
2- See.
3- Feel.
2 things I'm trying not to do right now
1- Blogging.
2- Slacking.
1 person I want to see right now
1- No one in particular. Maybe YOU.
Saturday, August 13, 2005 @ 8:59 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i can't believe i did so badly for HCL. Especially the zaoju part. WTH. I'm going to make sure i get at least 20/25 for zaoju for HCL prelims! GRRR.
URGH. what a bad bad bad day for me;and almost for the entire squad today.
i shall start studying for HCL prelims soon! GRRRRRRRRR.
Thursday, August 11, 2005 @ 5:12 PM
You are a distance freestyler! Slow, excuse me,
PACED, and steady wins the race. Your stroke
is conventional, but you have a self-punishment
streak, so you impress by sheer volume of
yards. If you've been doing this for awhile,
you probably look like a stick person with a
little lean meat on you. Remember: distance
people go longer and harder!
What Swimming Stroke Are You?
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hey i'm not a freestyler! haha. i'm a breaststroker.
Take the quiz: "What Stroke are You?"
BREASTSTROKE
you are breastroke, graceful, and smoothe. you have rhythem and you glide over the water like no other, speed and gliding will get you to the finish line before the others.
hey i got what i wanted!!! yay X)
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @ 1:15 PM
Take the quiz: "What type of swimmer are you?"
Distance Swimmer
You are a DISTANCE swimmer! The most physically and mentally in shape person on the team. You can stomach any practice, and laugh at those who complain. You probably have a song of the week in your head when you swim, and concentrate mostly on your long pulls and a consistent kick throughout your race. You love swimming long distance because you're in the water longer for the audience to cheer you on
@ 11:35 AM
Everytime i tell myself i can forget you, i'm lying. it's easy to convince others, but not myself. I'm really afraid that i will start it all over again...
yesterday was national day celebrations! that xin ying got me so excited wearing red and white lah...she wore a red-striped white jacket, red top, white shirt and a pair of red-white Nike sneakers! she's mad...haha. i wore a white sleeveless top which looks like 2-piece and red OP boardshorts. I was thinking what white bottoms do I own then I suddenly remember that I own a pair of red bottoms!!! I kept asking squadmates whether I look kiddy cos I thought that I did...hehs, but never mind (:
I had a sense of foreboding when it rained cats and dogs yesterday. True enough, we received bad news from Mr Han. 2 bad news to be exact. One, only one shooting team made it to the finals; two, the finals is this friday! How screwed is that? And Mr Han only knew it when Ms Loy sent an apology email to him...Never mind, we will still support you guys!!! Let beat ***** into a pulp. HIAKHIAK.
And then, some idiots had to make it such a bad celebrations for us. LIKE C'MON, how many other people are not wearing proper attire? In fact they even wore colours like khaki, black, and blue! And there's not a hint of red or white in their attire! Why don't you go catch them instead? Just because we went standing in proximity we kena caught. Whatever. Call us insolent, I don't care.
Urgh. Didn't really enjoy the celebrations on the whole. The atmosphere at the hall was nowhere in comparision to the quadrangle's, cos the quadrangle is much bigger and less stuffy! and we can form choo-choo trains around the quadrangle :( I don't like the rain!!! The worst thing is that we did not have a proper march-in!!! GRRR. Guides, SJAB and us hafta move up to the hall for the ceremony! There wasn't even a flag-raising ceremony. How great is that. It was such a pity that sec 2s and sec 3s cannot march for NDP...hmmms.
Okay, enough of the irritating celebrations. Me, Cheryl, ww, Steff, zj, jac,wl and hq went to watch Bravo and the Bamboo Factory! Had intended to catch the 11.15 one but apparently the queue at Lido was too long...and that ticket-booth lady was just giving us a difficult time. We watched the 12.25 show instead! Hehs. Do you know everything in the factory is edible?? Well, at least for the first place that they went...hehs. "Bravo" is such an adorable child (: I don't like that fatso and the spoilt brat. Violet and the other violent guy wasn't so irritating.
The willy wonka-willy wonka song is stuck in my head!!! I think it is stuck in some squadmates' heads too!!! ahahaha. Oh then we went to Far East, Heeren, Cineleisure and then finally Taka! We met many people on the way...we saw leeshanshan at Lido, Mrs Chang at Paragon, Elaine ma'am at giordano, Jasmine ma'am at Heeren!!! Anymore ah? ahahahaha. someone ish so happy~~. Hui qi insisted that she saw eeky at heeren, then she pointed at her phone. Diaowww.
And yay, I finally found my perfect bag at Taka! Hey, I'm starting to realise that I really do like spherical stufff..wei li and cheryl pointed out that I like spherical stuff...I didn't even realise that. haha. Yeah, but my mum says the bag is very auntie! And squadmates say my bag looks like something ** **** ma'am will carry. haha.
Friday, August 05, 2005 @ 8:43 PM
hmmms. HI!!! i haven't update my blog for a LONG time...yay i'm typing in my second favourite colour :) weillie and steff says that i blog in a very cheeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmm fashion. *ponders. DO I??? okay, i shall try to blog as naturally as i can (: wheeeee. i'm feeling very incoherent now, so i'm just gonna blabber anything that comes to my mind...let's playback what happened this week:
hui qi says she sees eeky whenever i go home early! i feel very sad for hui qi...cos she missed the golden opportunity to sit the same bus as eeky...and somemore she took hui qi's usual bus! hais. nvm, we shall look forward to another chance!!! hui qi you must go home with me then you can see her...hiak hiak.
oh yes, me and weiwen went to black canyon coffee today! after grace's recommendations i felt so tempted i decided to give weiwen a treat...but in the end weiwen paid for her own meal, so i shall treat you next time! yepyep. so anyway, we took like one hour to get to Serene Centre because we missed the bus stop and gotta take another bus back. i love the black canyon place! the ambience there is kinda classy. i like!!! and the student's meal there is really worth a try. they have 3 sets to choose from: american hotdog, fish or chicken cutlet. and alongside with the main course they have spaghetti, coleslaw, a drink and a scoop of ice-cream!!! GETTING HUNGRY? hiakhiak.
then later jaclyn and wei li joined us after their physics lesson...by the time they reached we have already finished our food...weiwen was trying to sip her coke slowly to buy time...haha.
wei li ordered a fish set and we began to talk about stufff....like stuff during sec 3...ahaha.
yups, and then we went to e tierney's gourmet upstairs to buy food...for once i was not tempted to buy food...probably cos i was quite stuffed already. jac bought this canister of jelly beans with all kinds of flavour inside...licorice, island punch, popcorn, lemon, eh...cola...MANY MANY MANY flavours!!! yeah and then we went home after that...wei li was super suay to see that *** on the bus...good thing i didn't see him again...