Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 7:17 PM
It's time to think about what i want to study in uni. Hard for me to decide, but one thing i know is i will study something i'm good at. All of a sudden, i realised that studying sth you're not good at will be exhausting and pointless. Exhausting because you have to make much more effort than others to perform as well as them. Pointless because eventually you're just a jack of all trades, master of none. At least that's why i think.
There's a limit to how far one can go. Even if i try really hard i can't possibly force myeself to become a shrewd, business-minded woman. So, i think i will not take up business in smu. I need to find my own niche. Only problem now is that i don't know what it is. 7 more months to start of uni, still have some time i guess..
Recently I discovered how quick-tempered and violent i can get. Sad, but true. lol. I should stop wearing my heart on my sleeve so often. It's gonna land me into trouble someday. Ought to curb my tendency to blurt out spiteful words in the heat of the moment as well. Most people won't get to see this side of me though...only when i'm really agitated and frustrated will i lose my cool.
Talking to son is therapeutic. ahahaha. He makes a lot of sense. About education, career and life in general. Should consult him more. Next time he become some bigshot motivational speaker may need to charge $$$. lol.
Hmmmm..perhaps it's time to turn to books for a peace of mind.