Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 8:06 PM
It's been one month and four days since i've updated! gosh. that was really long. was an emo post somemore. lol. but i'm over it now, and that's all that matters (: i became tired of avoiding people i don't want to see, so i decided to just treat them as transparent. good skill to learn, i tell you. haha. well, life's too short to be dwelling on unhappy stuff! so let's get to the opposite spectrum.
the freedom which we have all been waiting for has finally made its grand arrival! but i don't quite feel the sense of relief i've been expecting. maybe it's cuz im bogged down by the things i'm gonna do for the next half a year or so. it's like "i must do this, i must try that!" which is pretty ironic. haha.
i think there's a likelihood i'd switch to lj! i like the layout there (: when the mood strikes me i shall make a switch. there's a possibility that it might not happen too. haha.
Found a great quote from Keira Knightley: I have self-esteem problems. Everybody does. You know, skinny people are allowed to feel s___ about themselves.
speaks my mind, totally. sorry i may sound like a hypocritical brat ranting about gaining weight when everybody else (or not) wants to lose more pounds, but that's really what i need! i actually lost weight during the exam period, probably due to stress. i've always maintained at that value whether i exercise or not. think As really took a toll on me (kg-wise). somehow i think i became shorter too ): i feel like a dwarf beside sylvia. and pauline. especially today. hahaha.
i'm on a get-fat-or-die-trying mission now. must pile back all the kilograms onto myself!!! gorge on icecream, chocolate, yoghurt, fried chicken, yadaa yadaa. CALORIES. yummmmmm. hahahaha. i'm actually searching for weight-gaining methods online! i doubt they would work though..