Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
hello world.
i'm typing this with my eyes half-closed...urgh feeling super drowsy now but i so don't want to sleep at this hour. gonna watch tv later. i reckon chemical equilibria notes is having the drowsy effect on me. reading the calculations is like listening to a lullaby.
hmmmm killer pt on wed made me gain 1-1.5kg!!! zomg. usually ppl lose weight after exercise, while i'm e opposite. i think i gained more muscles, since muscles are heavier than fats. in any case i'm glad that i gained weight (((((: but i don't want to have thunder thighs. i can feel it growing...arghhh. there's trng tmr i'm wondering how i'm going to run and jump when e thighs are still aching like crazy. too much lactic-acid build-up. ANAEROBIC RESPIRATION. yucks. reminds me of bio.
anw, i just remembered a nightmare i had a couple of days ago. nightmates always stick with me because they're so rare, i tend to remember them right down to the most insignificant detail. i dreamt that i was taking gp paper in a classroom, and a certain hwachong teacher was our invigilator. it's funny how i do not know her at all and she appeared in my dream. or rather, nightmare =X then the time was up and we had to hand our scripts. for some reason, e teacher did not want to let us leave e class and kept us in "captivity" for a very long time. i had difficulty breathing as the clock ticked by, as if someone was suffocating me with a pillow. i felt all hot, humid and terrible. i pleaded with e teacher to let us off but she just wouldn't. at that point in time i really thought i was going to die of asphyxia.
and then i woke up abruptly. usually i would forget the last few scenes several moments after i gain consciousness, but this time round e details were so vivid it kind of scares me. luckily it's just a harmless nightmare.
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i believe in my intuitions. i think i have this innate ability to gather inconspicuous clues and evidences to confirm my hypothesis. my guesses are almost always true. so, this time i'm betting my all on it too. i'll waste no more time because there's better stuff out there (:
what a beautiful view, if you nvr realise what is around you.