Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 2:25 PM
i don't quite know what to blog on anymore. all the studying and doing of homework has brought out the inner mugger of me, and i don't know how to enjoy life at this moment. not as if i have the time anyway. reaching home at 8plus every night and doing homework all the way till bed time is taking a toll on me. and it has only been 3 weeks of sch! sigh. such is the life of a j2. i think i really shouldn't have bit off more than i could chew. but i don't want to give up without even trying hard. i just hope i can cope with all the commitments i have now. that would probably mean i have to make certain sacrifices, such as hanging out with friends after school.
studying is good, really. it keeps me occupied such that i don't have the spare time to think about senseless stuff. i thought i wouldn't be able to, but eventually i had gotten over certain matters. absence makes the heart grow fonder doesn't apply for me. the less i see, the less affected i get. at least i'm much more sure of the direction it's heading now.
on a side note, i'm going shopping next friday! it's probably the ONLY highlight of the coming week :D i'm deprived of innocent pleasures of window shopping ): fridays shall be the official day for hanging out. since it's the ONLY available day. and it's not the whole afternoon s'more. only after 5.30pm. oh well. gotta make do with the little free time i have.
randomness strikes: I LOVE MY FRIENDS! esp charlie's angels, classmates, squadmates and team mates :D i see you people almost everyday, and you all make school so much more bearable. i like the way my class can chill out after sch by playing cards and talking, while also able to study tog in the library. esp how we teach one another in studies. special thanks to zeqi, the chem olympiad gold metallist who made h3 tut qns seem so easy (: i also like how the vb team train hard tog, be it outdoor trng or pt. now i have zoe to pei me take bus at the bus stop opp hc (:
am getting back to nitrogen cmpds. CIAO!