Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 10:17 PM
hi.
i wonder if you ever have any idea that what you've said hurt me like mad. they're like daggers stabbed right through my heart. why does it seem like whatever i do is wrong in your eyes.
everytime i resolve to improve the relationship, i fail. i wish someone can just tell me what to do. anyone. i'm so tired of all these i just wish to hide under the covers and bawl.
so what am i to do now?
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Everybody have their fair share of worries. Only today, i feel that i have more worries than anyone else. i have worries deeper than you'd imagine. and i don't know how to go about removing these worries from my heart. it's hard for me to tell others my true feelings; i don't want to trouble them. i just wish for someone whom i can share all these woes with, and together we can shout it across the ocean and run away before they echo back.
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On days like this i really hate myself. for being so vulnerable, so helpless, so...