Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 11:18 PM

THOSE DAYS

pavilion.

team b's completed mural

we got our jeans wet after kneeling on the ground -.-

peishan's favourite photo ((((:

OCIP SHANGHAI NOV 2006 alwaysandforever.

Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 3:34 PM

MEMORIES

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all e photos are koped from peishan's and elaine's camera cuz my camera went cuckoo in shanghai. it couldn't stand e cold weather and died on me -.-

yay yay! i'll put up more photos soon!

Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 9:03 PM

i'm back from OCIP Shanghai 2006!

am currently downloading the photos from peishan's webshots. i think it's gonna take me ages to download everything.

guess what?? im suffering the withdrawal symptoms already! it feels incredulously hot
here in Singapore. was used to shanghai's cool weather.

i miss the late nights spent playing polar bear, ban-luck, some "passport" game sae kia introduced, performing and watching magic tricks.

i miss the adorable kids who would swarm around us for hugs and photos taken.

i miss the adrenaline rush whenever i take letters from my mortal's envelope.

i miss domdom's OHMYYYYGOSHHHH and her contagious laughter. [though i do not miss her reluctance to take photos w us ))):]

i miss having meals with the whole team.

i, as the hailed shopping queen undoubtedly miss shopping, esp at the super cheap place where we bought our coats and whatnots =D

i miss taking 120281092749583490 photos with everyone.

i miss exhaling into the air to form a cloud of mist.

i miss the process of learning how to blow a bubblegum from dear qianlei and dom.

i can go on and on with the list, but i shall stop here, because most importantly i miss THE COMPANY during those 10days. really hope we would keep in contact after the local cip thing ends. WE SHOULD! wensi and i were suggesting sleepover/chalet so that we can play polar bear again. wahaha.

i will always remember you guys...

chun kang: newcastle fanatic who lurks in the hallway, looking like a potential angel-suspect.

dom: the super kind and generous room mate who doesn't like to have her pics taken ):

gwen: comedienne who nv fail to brighten up my days in shanghai with her antics =D

jianmin: my very nice mortal who ate a LIVE PRAWN and managed a poker face while doing so.

kai ern: reticent guy who carries a touch for AHEMAHEM! shan't elaborate =p

jiahao: Big Friendly Giant/Queen who willingly tag along e girls to shop.

jia wei: fellow sista and yuntian's nemesis who's totally into shopping! also my angel and mortal =D

joanne: my super duper innocent and nice class mate who's v popular w e kids :)

algernon: avid photographer who's v aware of cameras around him =P considerate guy who would not hesitate to lend a helping hand.

pei shan: my fellow late-night partner who's crazy over WU ZUN!

elaine: our very responsible leader who's easily amused

xi an: witty and composed, who can adapt well to situations.

wufan: the girl w the pleasant voice who got her hair painted ):

wensi: little red riding hood who's left side of the face is more photogenic. LOLLLL.

mingren: the self-proclaimed SAE KIA who wears contacts everyday (NOT!!)

xinwei: always bickering with jiawei and has crushes on 5 guys on the trip. (fake one lah)

qian lei: EGGMAN! my bubblegum master who loves doing the lan bao bao action.

yuntian: the one with sexy voice and inspiration for THE YUNTIAN DANCE.

mao dun: watches tennis in the hotel room and poor guy who got quite sick during the last few days ):

jun quan: fellow sista who always gang up w jia wei to bully xinwei.

yushan: HAO MAI! super cool when she wears a cap. super adorable when she's excited!

grace: someone who looks perpetually calm. japan lover!

jonathan: KILL THE BED PEOPLE! "piss diao liao" fellow magician who managed to con ppl with his jian magic tricks. haha.

kim min: abit blur but very cute girl who shared mala ajisen ramen w me! and our concoction of mala ramen and sake is super poisonous =X

Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @ 6:42 PM

hey all!

i'm leaving later for shanghai~ gotta reach airport at 10.30pm. wahhhhh. very excited now. haha.

can't wait for time to pass!

don't miss me, people!

<3 be back in 10 days' time =D

Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 9:05 AM

pretty early now isn't it!

rahh i was too tired to go online yesterday nite. slept from 9plus to 8plus this morning, waking up during interludes to eat fruits, brush teeth etc. WHY AM I ALWAYS SO TIRED!

i'm glad that the OCIP team got kinda closer thru e interaction and lunch yesterday. LOL. esp the sisterhood which includes the GIRLs and JIAWEI and JUNQUAN. long story, but quite funny lah. And, guess what? i met my mother and her friend @ somerset ytd! i think they called my name a tad too loud. -.- what a coincidence man. tho i sort of had this feeling that i would bump into them somewhere.

i'm gonna pack for my trip later in the day. i'm kinda afraid to start cuz it's mind-boggling. hope i won't forget to bring anything! yay.

You Are Lilac

You are a very innocent and pure person. Ethics matter to you.
Your friends consider you a great listener, and you often play therapist to your friends.
You are good at drawing out truths in conversation, however painful they may be.
Non judgmental and patient - people feel like they can tell you anything!

What Color Purple Are You?

i'm innocent and pure???? haha.

You Are Cameo

You are understanding and very empathetic.
You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend.
And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.

What Color Orange Are You?

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded.
You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

What Color Blue Are You?

You Are Ruby Red

You are warm and inviting - yet a little wild and outrageous.
Well aware that you have a dual personality, you work it as much as you can!
You like for people to be comfortable around you, but not at the expense of you stealing the limelight.
Popular and well known, you make friends easily. You have your big personality to thank for that.

What Color Red Are You?

i'm not so sure about the wild and outrageous part. lol.

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

wahhh. hmmmm. not very true leh.

Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 12:01 AM

Wonderwall--Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 9:27 PM

yoyo!!

am kinda lazy to elaborate on the cooking party the charlie's angels had on TUESDAY, but here are the highlights:

PSI 1000! and we left poor pauline in the smoky kitchen, stranded and all alone..but she seems pretty happy with that! lolllll. The heat was obviously too much for the butter to bear. it melted into a chaoda-ed brown liquid which was ultimately GROSS. and before we knew it, thick smoke engulfed the kitchen.

da ingredients for shepherd's pie =D yumyum.

our masterpiece: SHEPHERD'S PIE!!! i bet your mouth is watering now =P while waiting for cheryl to get the eggs for our dessert, we placed the raisins on top of the shepherd's pie to make a smiley face! bored lah. haha.

This is our very delicious rum and raisin bread pudding! I couldn't taste the rum in the end -.- too little to get us drunk. ):

we ate the rest up!

XLB I'M SO SORRY I DESTROYED YOUR DOOR ): i went into xlb's room to change and forgot to check if the door was still locked, then WHAM the wind blew the door tight shut and it was locked from inside =X rahhhhhh. felt so bad cuz pauline couldn't meet her mum in the end and i was late for squad dinner. omg how careless i was. but xlb's dad was saviour of the day! he eventually dismantled the doorknob from outside and got it unlocked! THANK GOODNESS. i would feel sosososo guilty if he didn't manage to do that. oh well.

we had a lot of fun at xlb's place (((: poor mitchell cannot taste our WONDERFUL food cuz he had to update his passport. awww. haha.

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im tired. rahhh. maybe it would eventually die off. maybe...

Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 10:41 PM

Chasing cars-snow patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

@ 10:17 PM

hi.

i wonder if you ever have any idea that what you've said hurt me like mad. they're like daggers stabbed right through my heart. why does it seem like whatever i do is wrong in your eyes.

everytime i resolve to improve the relationship, i fail. i wish someone can just tell me what to do. anyone. i'm so tired of all these i just wish to hide under the covers and bawl.

so what am i to do now?

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Everybody have their fair share of worries. Only today, i feel that i have more worries than anyone else. i have worries deeper than you'd imagine. and i don't know how to go about removing these worries from my heart. it's hard for me to tell others my true feelings; i don't want to trouble them. i just wish for someone whom i can share all these woes with, and together we can shout it across the ocean and run away before they echo back.

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On days like this i really hate myself. for being so vulnerable, so helpless, so...

Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 8:38 PM

"Wonderwall" Ryan Adams

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
You're my wonderwall
You're my wonderwall

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 4:10 PM

okay that's enuff pics for the day. hmmm. will post squad chalet pics soon (:

anyways, squad chalet was pretty alright. we didn't get to bbq this time and less squadmates turned up. :(((((( oh wells. but i really enjoyed the cycling and heart-to-heart talks!

i'm a bicycle noob no more! hahahaha. cuz i learnt how to ride properly during squad chalet and even tried to cycle up and down e slope! it's a great achievement to me alr okay. riding a bike down the slope is therapeutic! as you speed down the slope the wind blows against your face and that feeling is fantastic. haha. let's go for overnight cycling someday!

and we talked from 11-5, according to jac. squadmates will never run out of things to say. lol. it was a pity that most sqms had to leave early for school the next day, leaving me, sf and wl at the chalet by ourselves :( but it's okay! cuz we're going to have squad dinner soon! hopefully all of us can make it next week! don't pangseh hor!

it's amazing how fate works.