Saturday, October 28, 2006 @ 7:00 PM
hi.
i'm ultra bored! bah. hmmmmmm. there's squad chalet tmr! wheee (: but zlkp cannot go because her canoe teacher went crazy and made them have 49 study sessions. he sounds really scary. oh man i hope zlkp is safe and sound. 49 study sessions after PROMOS. hmmmm. and umpteen numbers of trngs. i think they're gonna turn into power machines =/ oh wells.
had indoor volleyball trng this morning. yay i can finally do a proper spike that actually resonate. hahahaha. and yesh i can do overhand serve! though it's inconsistent lah. JIAYOU xin yi you can do it!!! YAY.
i'm a greedy pig which's waiting for dinner to be ready. my mum says having a mole on either side of your chin means you love to eat. it just means that you're greedy, actually. and guess what, i have one on my right chin! surprise surprise. two tiny moles are starting to appear on my chin too. yucks. i don't want to be too greedy. haha. i have many moles on my body. hmmmm.
okay enuff of random ramblings of mine. bye!
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 11:18 PM
rahhh.
msn downloading is so damn slow, it's getting on my nerves. bleah. so meanwhile i'll try to blog. hmmm.
all i can do is to hope. really pray that lady luck will be on my side man. goes for almost everything that's on my mind now. seems like i'm not in the position to make things happen, cuz i currently don't have the ability to do so. and i'm glad i've become much more grounded and realistic. no use building castles in the air.
so anw i went out w dorothy today! super fun (: though i was quite tired after all e walking at vivocity and couldn't stop yawning. lol. don't think dorothy changed much. haha. starbucks was YUMMY! but i was so full i couldn't finish e choc muffin. :( sad man. and e mocha frapp too. oh wells. i tried a pair of overalls at this cool shop and i liked it! but i wonder how often i would wear it. it makes me look kinda kiddish. hmmmm. match it w a pair of ballet flats and i'm immediately 4 years younger. lol. but it's so cute lah! should i buy???? ponders. you know, my mum was saying how mature my clothes are, so maybe i should just buy that overalls and spite her. lol. see if she would say it's too childish. oh shucks the more i think abt it the more i think i should get it. rahhh. okay dorothy is officially my to-be gym partner. lol.
hmmm. eh, the msn is stil damn slow. rahhh. tmr is a very boliao day. after math lect and h3 lect there's nothing else! then there's trng at 2. TWO LEHHH. what do i do b4 that?? rottt?? hmmm. maybe play ball before that or sth. oh well. i want volleyball outing :(
anyway, back to vivocity. there's everything. EVERYTHING. fashion, food, health service, banks, LAUNDRY services (oh my). and all that i've missed out. but i wouldn't fancy serious shopping there. don't know why. i just like to go into e shop and buy my stuff in peace, without too much of a crowd. crowds are stifling. most of the time lah. well it's a great place for window shopping, which doesn't hurt at all. we were ooooh-ing and ahhh-ing over so many things! haha. such as the sequinned-top and erm the way-too-cute shoes. warehouse has this veryvery pretty gown which cost THREEHUNDRED AND EIGHTTHREE bucks (?!?!). hmmm. wahhh. if i were to buy it my mum will flip. and flip. and flip. lol.
hmmm. okay i FINALLY received ONE file. pathetic. quick lah i need my sleep!
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OKAY DONE (: i'm off to sleep. bed here i come!
Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 8:59 PM
ooh. so anyway, everybody except ever and zuojin has only gotten one out of five for e meme thing.
ZUOJIN YOU GOT NONE CORRECT. you're an idiot.
ever you got 2 correct!!! YAY (:
@ 8:17 PM
hey!
i'm so cheesed off by this certain individual whom i barely know. rahhh. stop intruding into my private life man.
anyways, here are the results for e 20 statements thingy! woots. i realised my true statements are more interesting than e false ones. lol.
1.I love visiting the dentist because he/she can polish my teeth really clean and white.
True! Isn't it fantastic to have sparkling white teeth? heehee. you can beam at everyone and show off ur beautiful teeth . lol.
2.I rammed myself into a pole before.
This one is false! ahaha. i'm quite careful with poles because they can really can a lot of unnecessary pain =/
3.I've been under general anaesthetic before.
True! It happened in pri 2 when i went for my tooth operation. i think i told many ppl this before. lol.
4.I love climbing by the sides of the door frame and hang myself in a pull-up position.
Guess what, this is absolutely true! oh myyyyy. haha. i think of weird ways to do pull-ups. but i just like to hang there cuz no strength to do even one pull-up.
5.I have an obsession with rulers.
True! I must have my ruler on the desk when i do my hw and i REALLY hate to lose my ruler. i'll go bonkers and get moody =/ my current ruler is the snoopy one!
6.I’ve gotten 100 marks for Chinese and Math exams in pri school.
True. hmmm. yeah pri school papers are so darn easy mah.
7.When i was young, I had a lego piece stuck in one of my nostrils and my mum had to use a pair of forceps to get it out.
TRUE! sounds incredible right! lol. e lego piece is one of those really tiny kind which can fit only one dot on the green platform thing (if you understand what i'm talking abt). i wanted to see if it can fit my nostril (?!) and it got stuck there. haha. i recall my mum getting quite panicky.
8.I gave up the chance of appearing on "who wants to be a millionaire children version" cuz of a pri sch exam.
Many ppl thought this is false! oh well. it's true lah. i was quite dumb to turn down the offer. i could have appear on national tv man! along with samuel tan. haha.
9.I cannot donate blood because I’m too light
FALSE. I'M OFFICIALLY above 45KG! so i can donate blood alr =D
10.I've once slept with a loose tooth threatening to fall any moment and the next morning it was in my mouth.
Quite cool that i didn't swallow my tooth eh! haha.
11.I used to sink my fingernails into my brother’s arm when I was young and he never retaliate.
AHAHAHA. i love to bully my brother when i was young! but he nvr retaliate so i'm always the one getting scoldings from my parents =P
12.I can do both right and left splits.
Well, after all the dancing lessons in nanyang i could do splits! amazingly.
13.I was supposed to be in gym in ny but i decided to stay in NPCC.
Hmmm. i think this is rather misleading. what i meant is that e gym coach asked me (and ZLKP)to try out cuz apparently we could jump pretty well on the trampoline. but we were already in NPCC so...yup!
14.I love dried oysters.
EEEEEE.FALSE! dried oysters suck man! they have this YUCKY taste which nvr fail to make me feel nauseous everytime i try to drink the soup. eek.
15.I have participated in a dance performance in k2.
TRUE! yupyup! i remember getting envious of my fren who could do splits at such a young age!
16.I don’t have any tooth decay because the last one got replaced by the adult tooth.
True! im darn proud of this cuz i used to have quite a few tooth decay as a kid. :( but now i don't have them anymore! YAY.
17.I carried a bag of potatoes for goodness know what reason and I dropped them all on the bus.
This is crazily, genuinely true! lol. so klutzy right. which teenager would carry a bag of potatoes around? hmmm.
18.I believe in life after death.
Well, somemore i don't believe in this. i have this perception that every part of you is gone when u're dead. period. so we all ought to treasure our time (:
19.I don’t believe in love at first sight.
Hmmm. yah i do believe in love at first sight, just that i have yet to meet that special someone. lol.
20.I think guys with manners are hot.
WHY NOT? lol. i dislike guys who are too rowdy.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 @ 10:28 AM
being the really obedient students we are, we listened to our teachers intently during lectures and faithfully noted every single word they said!
141 OKAYYYYYYYYYYs and 67 ALRIGHTTTTTTTTs.
the actual figures are far exceeding the counted ones okay!
hmmmmm.
going out with table partners later! looks like it's gonna rain. "rain rain go away, come again another day!"
currently watching PRIDE again! i remember watching it the same time last year! after the EOY exams. i recall replaying scenes which i like alot. such as the part when halu saw aki in the midst of e spectators and scored a goal in the last second of e game.
HALU AND AKI!!! okay i'm seriously mad.
heartmelt =P
Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 9:30 PM
heyo!!
today's great (:
am too lazy to elaborate but bio mass tutorial was fun! we totally entertained ourselves with all e lame stuff (: i wish every lecture can be like this. lol. actually i don't lah, cuz we wouldn't learn anything. haha. anyways, charlie's hand was willingly vandalised by dear pauline. GUESS WHO'S NAMES ARE ON HIS HAND MAN. note: it's NAMES not NAME. there are at least 8 names okayyy. tsktsk. we seriously think he need to check his eyesight. or maybe change his current specs. he has no QC at all! okay i shan't be too mean =p
after bio, some of us stayed at the class bench to play bridge. we couldn't find three of clubs towards the end of our 3rd or 4th game!! we combed e area but its whereabouts still remain a mystery. oh wells. RIP, three of clubs. then charlie's angels watched a bit of GONG before cheryl had to go home :(
went to eat XO beehoon with ever, foongming, mitch, wilson, kaysiong and maria! all the way at buona vista! butbutbut the XO beehoon is really tasty! the XO flavour lingers in your mouth even after you swallow the beehoon. woots! motormouth aka maria is so darn good at niao-ing ppl he doesn't even have to think. it's a natural talent. during the bus trip the guys were teasing foongming about ym. hmmm. i was kinda blur and not in the mood for lame stuff so i can't really rmbr what happened. lol.
anyway, foongming said that the person you admire/like will bear a resemblance to you, hence we have this conclusion that mitchell looks like *toot*, C and K. lollll. i love it when a big grp of us like laugh and joke ard like nobody's business (hopefully at no one's expense). i love 06s71 (:
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 10:39 PM
hmmm.
i'm very sorry that i've hurt you. i'm just a selfish girl who never puts myself into others' shoes.
guilt-ridden.
nonetheless, i would not give up. never.
Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 9:18 PM
hi!!
looks like i didn't need a week to think about those 15 true and 5 false statements. wahaha. okay so here they are! i hope they aren't that easy to guess =P
1.I love visiting the dentist because he/she can polish my teeth really clean and white.
2.I rammed myself into a pole before.
3.I've been under general anaesthetic before.
4.I love climbing by the sides of the door frame and hang myself in a pull-up position.
5.I have an obsession with rulers.
6.I’ve gotten 100 marks for Chinese and Math exams in pri school.
7.When i was young, I had a lego piece stuck in one of my nostrils and my mum had to use a pair of forceps to get it out.
8.I gave up the chance of appearing on "who wants to be a millionaire children version" cuz of a pri sch exam.
9.I cannot donate blood because I’m too light
10.I've once slept with a loose tooth threatening to fall any moment and the next morning it was in my mouth.
11.I used to sink my fingernails into my brother’s arm when I was young and he never retaliate.
12.I can do both right and left splits.
13.I was supposed to be in gym in ny but i decided to stay in NPCC.
14.I love dried oysters.
15.I have participated in a dance performance in k2.
16.I don’t have any tooth decay because the last one got replaced by the adult tooth.
17.I carried a bag of potatoes for goodness know what reason and I dropped them all on the bus.
18.I believe in life after death
19.I don’t believe in love at first sight.
20.I think guys with manners are hot.
that's all. GUESS! haha. i'll salute people who manage to get all 5 correct. i highly doubt anyone would. lol.
Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 10:30 PM
hey!
i just realised im tagged by kaysiong for e 15 true statements about myself thing. woots. it will take me abt one week to think about the statements. lol. shall post when im done with it! sounds interesting. hope nobody gets them correct. muahaha.
it's baffling how certain people scares me. lol. people in school. it's like i would avoid some people if i see them from afar. haha. i don't think they're scary to me, maybe just a little too intimidating. you can see that i'm timid. lol. but hwachong is still a warm and lovely environment to be in (: i know other jcs which are much scarier. hmmm.
found this on steff's blog. shall just post the part which i like the most (:
Ode to the Nice Guys
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.
reflect, guys!
@ 9:47 PM
i will try.
i will try.
i will try.
i will have the courage to go on.
i will embrace the world with open arms.
i will one day figure out how all these are meant to be.
i will realise everything is really up to me to determine.
and i will eventually stop waiting.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 10:20 PM
Stars-Your ex-lover is Dead
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin
It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...
Nick Lachey-What's left of me
Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...
[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 @ 7:10 PM
yoyoyo!
i was literally blind for the entire day in school. hmmm. zhang says my eyes are like knives cuz they keep tearing the contact lenses. lol. siannn. i hafta wear specs tmr cuz my last pair of contact lenses are TORN. looking forward to the new intellectual me. lol.
sometimes, i wonder: what if you don't reap what you sow?
what if you tried so hard to do your best in something but you fail? what if you screwed up something which you've pinned so much hope on? i know some people are worried about getting retained, having to drop subjects, or failing their subjects. i know my unhappiness and disappointment could be rather uncalled for. but we all have different expectations, and i expected myself to do better in chem than ANYTHING ELSE. i'm just speechless man. speechless.
anw, i must apologise to pauline and xlb cuz i pulled a long face throughout the chem thing. SORRY! i wasn't in the mood to talk at all. just kept doodling sad faces on the answer sheet. i couldn't even see what's on the screen so why bother checking through.
but i feel much more at peace with myself now. thanks to squadmates and classmates (:
i just hope that econs would not be too disastrous. i would be really grateful if i can PASS man. or maybe an S is enough. hmmm. i think i was so disheartened by chem such that i became very random while playing bridge. like, super random. i can beat maria alr. haha. pauline and i continued our randomness on 171. we realised pauline has a special affinity with people of a certain SURNAME. lol. and we aim to change the Don Juan carrot into a faithful vegetable. nvm if you don't understand because it's not supposed to be understood. oh wells.
that's all for today. i'll look forward to tmr's mahjong session (:
Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 9:19 PM
hi world!
i shoplifted today =X unintentionally.
lol. charlie's angels went to coro after playing squash. so anyway we took our bag of chips and cheryl her bar of dark choc (YUM!) and waited at the cashier. there was this rich lady in front of us who bought replicates of everything e.g. instant noodles, milo, rice, mineral water, EVERYTHING! i presume she's buying a fortnight's supply of groceries O.o the DOLCE & GABBANA silver tag on her jeans was so DISCREET we couldn't help but notice. lol. so we were all patiently waiting for the lady to be done.
AND THEN. i happily took the bag of chips in one hand and took the bubble tea in the other and went right out of NTUC to throw away the bubble tea cup!!! i didn't even realise i brought the chips out! until pauline and cheryl pointed that out to me. i guess the cashier lady is too busy clearing the groceries of the rich lady to notice what i did. haha. exciting. i wasn't intending to steal the bag of chips okayyy. i plainly forgot. lol.
WETSEAL SPREE ON LIVEJOURNAL. i can't believe my luck! haha. this is one of my luckiest days man. but im very lazy to read all the terms and conditions, shipping costs yadaa yadaa yadaa. i shall do that next time. hmmm. why don't they just bring wetseal to s'pore?! rahhh.
okay i finally did what i wanted to do for the longest time. wahaha. =D am very excited now!
Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 1:09 PM
I HAVE DAMN SHORT HAIR NOW.
i hate it!!!!!
urgh.
okay i'm exaggerating. i don't hate it. it's not damn short, but it's shorter than i expected the hairdresser would cut it. it's above the shoulders and about an inch or two below the chin. ahhhh. hair pls grow faster! i don't want fugly hair during ocip shanghai. i would look yucky in photos :( and the kids there will be scared of the jiejie who has fugly hair. :( hurry up and grow!! and the fringe i've got now reminds me of my primary school days. urgh. the irritating hair is brushing against the nape of my neck. so itchy!
anyways, i wished i went for maf! instead of having wedding dinner in johor. i don't even want to elaborate cuz it's too traumatic. oh wells. and my relative kept saying how mature i look, how much i've changed, and how i look like i can "do big things", loosely translated from chinese. wahaha. i was so amused.
shall go woodlands library later to borrow some books. I'M A BOOKWARM.
Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 9:45 PM
hii!!
i felt great today! haha. after playing volleyball. cuz the past two days we've been so busy rushing to all the different places for FOS and yadaa so it gets really tiring and sian. anyways, we got 2nd runners' up for table tennis! kudos to eeloong, joanne, xiangsu and denny! at least we have some contribution. haha. and 75 got 2nd for rowing! QIANG. and the staff won guys basketball. lol. surprise surprise.
tmr we're going kbox! i can't wait! can't decide what to wear man. okay i go bathe and watch tv. WOOTS. i love life after promos =D
Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 9:15 PM
hey all.
i'm feeling damn tired now. after FOS. not thinking coherently but heck. i feel sad somehow. i can't exactly pinpoint the reason but i guess it's more or less that. oh well. shan't spell it out here. all i can say is i care too much about what others do and behave. it seems like i keep judging people based on my first impression of them and that judgment holds true forever. ahhh. that's bad ain't it. oh wells. this is one of my moody days when too many things happened and my brain works overtime.
i wonder if what * says is true. maybe it's just a passing comment. or some crap he came up with to dismiss me off. well i obviously hope it is true. ahaha.
anyway, netball was way disappointing. im sorry girls i keep making chest passes instead of lop. :( the guys lost basketball too but i felt so proud of them!! they're like shorter than the opponents but they managed to intercept quite a lot of balls! woots. haha. charlie was so pro! so was mei, lih hern, wilson, kay siong and eeloong. it's okay as long as we tried our best.
and table tennis got into top 4! exciting man. can't wait to watch the semis tmr. TT is like O.o cuz it's so hard to play! for me lah. im bad at controlling the pingpong ball. it always flies into the air before it can bounce on the table. there was this pair of table tennis players beside our table who were like damn damn pro. haha. but eeloong is PRO-er. lol. eeloong will own all! yay.
okay im getting happier. lol. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING SOON. DATE ME!
Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 6:14 PM
hey everyone!!
guess why i'm online! haha. cuz i felt so accomplished after i solved this superduper tedious INTEGRATION question i decided to take a break. lol.
anyway, i was msg-ing xlb while doing math:
xlb: Haha. (: gc is our friend
me: lol. yup hope it wud help us brave thru e stormy weather tmr.
xlb: T-T i'm capsizing and it can't save me.
me: i'll throw u a lifejacket!
xlb: (: thanks dear but somehow i don't think i'm able to catch it from ten rows down. -.- LOL. oh well.
me: Dun worry just swim with all your might! :)
i think i seriously need a lot of luck for math. integration is worrying. it makes you feel like a million dollars if u manage to solve it, but makes u feel like the useless junk on Earth if you don't. oh well.
@ 10:12 AM
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
have fun mugging your arses off. :(
this is all i gotta say. lol.
