Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 5:43 PM
heyy. i'm so bored now. bleah. supposed to go do my chem skill a prac but my lazy bum refuses to budge from the chair. siannn. why did it rain just now?! grrr. i wanted to swim to get back my tan lah. i dislike the tone of my face now. it's like some sick yellow tone?! i dun look good when i'm fair. i look sickly. haha. i think. oh well. im weird. people wants to get fair i wanna get tanned. people wanna have flat hair i wanna have POM hair. whatever. haha. what else? oh and i wanna get fat. alright i'm gonna get lynched but yes i wanna get fattterr. at the RIGHT places. not like my tummy, my thighs etc.
can't think of anything interesting to blog abt now. there's virtually nothing in my brain except all the subconscious sentences from lect notes that pop up once in a while. you can say that i can't really rmbr much of the stuff i've read during the hols. lol. wl is influencing me to shop online. ohmy i saw so many stuff i want to buy but no $$$. there's this very nice AE striped polo top which i wanted! but it's like XS. i'll suffocate in it.
whywhywhy am i so affected by what others do/behave? i should just mind my own business and stop getting upset because of that.
ohoh btw i suspect my bro has a gf! it's like he always reach home so late after his lessons lah. like almost every friday he's out. with who?? i have no idea. haha. i can't wait to know his gf. lol.
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